last day of 2009

today is the last day of 2009
should be happy
but...
not really happy...

something happen,made me feel damn emo,
i dunno what can be trusted,who is the one lying..
am i too stupid?lie to me is fun?see me unhappy is success?
why must you lie to me??i am still waiting for a good explaination...

tired...hopeless...
really hope can have a new begining...

NOTHING LAST FOREVER! Not even love. (quoted frm michy)

唉

最讨厌，

每次出门没通电话，

信息也不发，不回。

是你变了，还是我变了？

你说你懂我，可是你的行为，

却让我觉得你不懂我。

给了承诺，

却不能实现，

那为何要给呢？

做不到，就别答应我，

失望的感觉不好受。

安全感，

不是说说就有，

一些小事，

足以把那安全感毁了。。。

信任，

是从一些小事中建立起来，

没了信任，

再多的解释，

只会变成借口。。

new laptop

This afternoon, mama brought me a new laptop.hehehehe...

Is Acer Aspire 4736G-664G50....hehehehe..

damn happy,finally can change new laptop..hohoho...

Basic Specs:
Intel Centrino Processor Technology - Intel Core Duo Processor T6600 (2.2GHz, 2MB Cache, 800MHz FSB), Intel Wireless WiFi Link 5100 Network Connection, Mobile Intel 45GM Express Chipset
320GB SATA HDD/ 2GB DDR2 RAM
14" HD 1366 X 768 pixel resolution, high brightness (200-nit) Acer CineCrystal LED-backlit TFT LCD
Integrated 8X DVD-Super Multi Double-Layer Drive
Dolby-optimised surround sound system with 2 built-in stereo speakers
Integrated Acer Crystal Eye High-Def Webcam
1-Year Limited International Traveler's Warranty
Weight: 2.4kg

FREE UPGRADES
500GB SATA HDD
4GB DDR3 RAM
3 Years Local Limited Warranty
NVIDIA GeForce G105M with up to 2303MB of Turbocache technology (512MB of dedicated DDR2 VRAM, up to 1791MB of shared system memory)
Genuine Windows 7 Home Premium

bought it for RM2399..hehe..

life in perlis

BORING!!!
today is the 4th day i back in perlis...
only met with ying this morning, didn't plan de, met her mum when sending my mum to Jabatan Pendidikan and she told me that ying was in kangar...so called her and go yam cha..but din realy chat much..haih..wanted to meet with xinyi,but timing not ngam..haha...she went penang this morning...but she dun let me follow..sob~~(JKJK)
everyday just facebook,gaming,help my mum with the housework..haih..so boring..plus..i might need to celebrate christmas,at home,alone....pity me...haih.....
but the good thing is,i can eat alot of nice food...especially SEAFOOD and HOME COOKED FOOD...heaven....lol..
miss kl..cox i miss shopping,movie,sing k,and my friendssssss.....sob.......

packing

I hate packing...
spend 2 days to pack my stuff,shift them back from subang to perlis...
already 3 years i stayed here..my stuff,damn alot...haih..cant fit all into my car,so have to ask my bro help me shift some of them back..lol..
felt abit sad,abit excited..sad,because next year i won't be able to hang out with the same gang,excited,because i finally can go over australia...hehehe..
but the packing process damn tiring,no people want to help me,and i have to throw away damn alot of stuff..haih..waste my money...
going back perlis tomorrow (michelle and huisan very happy i go back perlis because they can steal kean away i thk..lol)...

preparation

Now only i know that the procedure for applying something, is so damn mafan..
have to wait for reply,and cannot rush the people incharge..haih..and is very expensive ler the procedure...

offer letter
first,is wait for the offer letter,then when get it,have to pay AUD 585 for my health insurance then only i get my COE

Passport
-RM300 gone

Body checkup
-RM205 gone..did urine test and x-ray..first time,damn scary,smmore the clinic,not much ppl wan..and can see others all accompany by parents,me?go with fren nia,no ppl accompany when waiting for my turn to do x-ray..scary~~

visa application
-have to paid AUD 540 for the visa application fees (body checkup not included),then fill in alot alot alot of the "forms" online..
-got a problem with my visa,thk is the system has some problem,skipped some step when i apply visa online.was supposed to fill in some inquiry before can do body check-up,but the system did not link me to that page..haih..when i mail the immigration department,they say they can view my information somewhere else..but i still din get my visa while my fren get my visa on the second day after he did his body-checkup..haih...damn unlucky..

Aus accomodation
-applied for 2 different appartment,but the management haven reply me, only reply me the first email and they ignored my second email..wanna gao tim the thg asap aso cannot..
somemore have to pay an option fee of AUD910 to secure the apartment,means is around RM3000 shared by 3persons,then 6 weeks bond of AUD 2770..damn 7 expensive..

Flight ticket
-paid RM300 to secure a plane ticket, but not refundable if i change my mind..
-another RM2k (roughly) gone..haih..somemore without my visa,i cannot confirm my flight ticket..

go oversea study is super expensive..haih...regret never apply for scholarship d...sob~can i go back to the past?then i will study hard for SPM and apply for scholarship d..sob sob...
(say only,i know i wont study hard wan..lol..)