last day of 2009

today is the last day of 2009
should be happy
but...
not really happy...

something happen,made me feel damn emo,
i dunno what can be trusted,who is the one lying..
am i too stupid?lie to me is fun?see me unhappy is success?
why must you lie to me??i am still waiting for a good explaination...

tired...hopeless...
really hope can have a new begining...

NOTHING LAST FOREVER! Not even love. (quoted frm michy)